I hate that I don’t feel ‘sick enough’.
Because sometimes I have good days. And I shouldn’t feel bad for feeling good, but I still do sometimes. Sorry, I don’t know if this even makes any sense.
THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS
Purged in the shower again.
I had eaten two bowls of cereal and some yogurt, I think. Sorry, this was yesterday afternoon. Yeah, I used my new toothbrush to erm, help me out, and it wasso easy. Maybe the way it was curved or something? I dunno. Maybe because I had cola in my tummy. Maybe because I did it really soon after. And there was SO MUCH OF IT. I swear I didn’t eat that much. It got to a point where I didn’t even know what was coming up anymore.
Off to have more cereal, and do it again.
